Juicebox #3

Dear The Beautiful Blond Haired Girl That Lives Up The Street From Me,
      How did so many wonderful qualities get put into one person? Because you are amazing. You are strong too, you are VERY strong. I wish there was something I could do or say to make things better with him, or to make sure you never felt low... sadly I have no idea what the heck I'm doing life. So I kinda failed you right there.
       You are my best friend. I'm not sure how I would've handled today with out that letter. I cried happy tears, a lot of them, and I'm glad I did. I'm so glad I have you by my side. Without you, I would probably just lay down in the middle of the school hallway and scream. Then my sanity would be even more questioned... There's something so reassuring about your presence, you bring a light to everyone.
       I hope you know that I really am here for you. Whenever you need it. Don't ever feel guilty or dumb about talking to me about anything, because I'm probably the most dramatic person you will ever meet so I could never judge you for anything. Ever. I want to help you with everything. I want to listen to silly stories, sad ones too, and even ones that seem pointless that are from your childhood. Text me. Call me. Come to my house. You'll probably get sick of my depressingness, but I will leave my door open for you, always.
       You are beautiful. Inside and out.
        You are funny.
       You are so sweet and caring.
        You are a beacon in my darkness.
And if you forget all those things, at least remember this, YOU ARE WORTH IT.
I love you.
Thank you so much for that letter. Thank you so much for being here for me. Thank you so much for being my best friend. Thank you so much for being an example. Thank you for being you.
I LOVE YOU. Don't forget that either. (:

              Love, Me

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